inamorato - Anshuman

Of late, I have come to the conclusion that outbursts are good things; only as long as you direct them to some one else! I have been living alone for about a month, a lunar month, I mean. And I feel horrible...really horrible. There is nothing I could do about it. Thought of visiting a psychiatrist...but that's too unIndian for me. Could we ever get a straight anser from Him, the God our Lord, about anything...anything at all. Why did he have to create the feeling called 'LOVE'? If at all did he commit a mistake, an enormous mistake at that, by creating that feeling...why doesn't he rectify it? Why make it too painful for your sons...for us?? Dunno...well keeping fingers crossed!!

You keep calm and serene while I remain turbid, Is it the sign of an unwanted love cherished by me alone? I fear to be lonely and to be crowded too, I fear to be generous and captive too, Is it the sign of an unwanted love cherished by me alone? I wish to be happy and blissful, I wish you to be much more than that, Is it the sign of an unwanted love cherished by me alone? I want to hold thy hand for a second, at least, I long for a smile for a fleeting moment, at least, I care for a kiss, at least, flying in the wind, I get these not! Is it the sign of an unwanted love cherished by me alone? I am ignorant and yet unhappy, don't they say " ignorance is bliss "?